It's hard to perceive   My mind is at ease   It's hard to believe    I don't feel a thing      Am I wrong to feel   Such bliss that ain't real   Can I keep this from   taking over me      Fell into, this moment   And now the chemical is taking the   inside right out of me   I found a mountain of pure endless energy   I keep telling myself it's not reality      Now i'm seeing, now i'm seeing   that the world around me is now changing   Once it was a break that I could keep   I tried to walk away but I CAN'T      Chorus      WHAT, What's inside my brain   What's breaking me down   What's inside this raging chemical?      Now it's time for me   to rest with ease   now it's time    to allow my mind relief      But I can't stop   this feeling that I need   can I keep this from taking over me?      Forget, all the regrets   as I indulge myself with every breath   of this moment   Knowing I can't taste the beauty of life again   without a chemical running through my head      Now i'm feeling, now i'm feeling   that the world around me's now changing   once it was a break that I could keep   I tried to walk away but I can't      Chorus      I feel it....   I see it...   I need it...   so BRING, ITTTTT TO ME      Never again, never again   Will I   Feel the same, feel the same   About me   Can I begin, can I begin   to start this whole life ooverr...      Never again, never again   Will I   walk the same, walk the same   Around here   Can I forget, can I forget   that what lives within mee...      Never again, never again   will I   breathe the same, breathe the same   air in   I want to live, I want to live   but they say   never, NEVER      Chorus