Just staring off into space again   What am i looking for   Maybe a cigarette might   Calm me down or keep me warm   Maybe a drink might be able   To tell me that i might be able   To do this alone   Theyre probably both wrong      Why should i wait   (I hate this feeling)   For my mistakes   (Theyre tearing me up inside)      My head is a mess   Dressed in guilt   Tilted left   And when i straighten this out   Ill find the rest   And wear it on my chest   So the the world can see   Everything that has been happening to me   Theres nothing to hide anymore   Theyre breaking through my front door      Why should i wait   (I hate this feeling)   For my mistakes   (Theyre tearing me up inside)      I waited too long to find the things   Taking the life away from this   You couldnt care that life was this   Without all the shit you covered it with      Why should i wait   (I hate this feeling)   For my mistakes   (Theyre tearing me up inside)   Why should i wait   Wait for   Something to point me the right way