my life is an open book of changes and this just occured to me    i dream of all these different places that i would rather be i know    that all i want is to be a man who is certain with himself my battles aren't won [2x]   until i'm certain with myself it's hard for me to feel this anymore    where have the feelings gone i need to stop myself from hiding    i've been down for far too long i know these worries of mine    they won't change like the world i'm in how do i change myself