Am I peeking if I look?    Do my kisses feel invasive?    Am i crying when I smile?    Who am I to say?    can I see this from the inside?    Am I dying just to save...air    With all these words hung 'round my neck    my head is feeling heavy    Let me sleep.    Did i sneak something inside?    A bitter pill a tasteless poison?    Do I have something to hide?    Who am I to say?    I'm lonely as a leper    I'm contagious as hell    With my clothing and my make-up,    I bet you couldn't tell    Some nights i don't sleep    and when I do i sleep fitfull.    These dreams are not mine,    and i wake up in a very bad mood.