did you happen to catch    or did it happen so fast    what you thought would always last    has passed you by    is everything speeding up    or am i slowing down    just spinning around    and i don't know why    all the pieces don't fit    thought i didn't give a shit    i never wanted to be like you    but for all i aspire    i am really a liar    and i'm running out of things i can do       i'd like to stay    but every day    everything pushes me further away    if you couls show    help me to know    how it's supposed to be    where did it go?       pleading and    needing and    bleeding and    breeding and    feeding    exceeding    where is everybody?    trying and    lying    defying    denying    crying and    dying    where is everybody?       well okay, enough,    you've had your fun    but come on thare has to be someone    that hasn't yet become    so numb    and succumb    and    god damn i am so tired of pretending    of wishing i was ending    when all i'm really doing is trying to hide    and keep it inside    and fill it with lies    open my eyes?    maybe i wish i could try       pleading and    needing and    bleeding and    breeding and    feeding    exceeding    where is everybody?    trying and    lying    defying    denying    crying and    dying    where is everybody?