Sunspots cast a glare in my eyes   Sometimes I forget I'm alive      I feel it coming and I've gotta get out of its way   I hear it calling and I come 'cause I can't disobey   I should not listen and I shouldn't believe    but I do yes, I do      She turns me on   She makes me real   I have to apologize   For the way I feel      My life, it seems has taken a turn   Why in the name of God would I ever want to return?      Peel off our skin, we're gonna burn what we were to the ground   Fuck in the fire, and we'll spread all the ashes around   I want to kill away the rest of what's left    and I do, yes, I do      She turns me on   She makes me real   I have to apologize   For the way I feel      And nothing can stop me now   There is nothing to fear   And everything I'd ever want   Is inside of here      Inside of here      Now I just stare into the sun   And I see everything I've done   I think I could have been someone   But I can't stop what has begun      When everything is said and done   And there is no place left to run   I think I used to be someone   Now I just stare into the sun