I know it's sad   But I can't help it anymore   Cause what we had   It never felt like that before   It's just the way   You move in slow   And then you say   I have to go      Don't tell me how   You never meant to lead me on   And then you vow   That when I wake up you'll be gone   Mama said   I shouldn't care   But in my head   It's on a dare (?)      I know this isn't really happening, yeah   I know this isn't really happening   Really happening to me      I know it's wrong   To make you fall in love with me   With just a song   And half a hit of ecstasy   But I was scared   That you would leave   Cause in my head   You're all I need      And I know this isn't really happening, yeah   I know this isn't really happening   Really happening to me      Don't tell me what to say   Don't tell me what to do   Don't show me how to be   Don't kill my fantasy, baby      Because I know this isn't really happening, yeah   I know this isn't really happening   I know this isn't really happening, yeah   I know this isn't really happening   Really happening to me