I couldn’t say   A word   ‘Cos you just    Kept on tearing    At my wounded soul and I was dead   And I was   Nothing   Then you hung up   And silence was my fiend      Someone’s at the door   I won’t even open    I need to be left alone   With my mind and pain      And if I give it up   Make my eyes pretend   To be a mirror of indifference      The switch came even before the idea of a station   Right before I even knew where the rails led to      Tie the knot   Running off the border    Blotting out the lover   Smash the thought    Get out of here    Throw it out    Make me feel empty    Poison me and I’ll    Toss it off    ‘Cos that’s what I need       Sex and black magic   Were the shivers of our   Static situation   So why did you feel    Duty bound to tell me    It had never worked out      Now I feel like shit   Don’t even know if you    Were right or wrong, bitch      (What matters was left there, in a static motion. Here there’s no horizon. I want what I lost. I don’t want to be dead, even if I wouldn’t miss her anymore. I would have her void with me. I hate her absence. The void. She’s not into the void. The void is her)      Tie the knot   Running off the border   Blotting out the lover   Smash the thought    Get out of here    Throw it out    Make me feel empty    Poison me and I’ll    Toss it off    Cause this is what I need