My stomach lurches like a radar sweeps   Through days and hours and dragging weeks   I'm pandered down this primrose path    Where I can't cry so I must laugh   I once was bitter now I'm shy   But now I'm bitten I'm as sly   As all the effluence of youth   Malice for some   Charity for none      This is the place where I do pray   But answered in that special way   This is the place where I'm alone   My seed will always go unsewn    And through the effluence of youth   Fighting through your eyes comes truth   So long neglected now deployed   Against the fruit of your own loins   Infinite pills   Finite thrills   Infinite mass   Infinite chills   Infinite toil   Infinite blame   Infinite trash   Infinite shame   Infinite power   Infinite time   Infinite waste   Infinite crime   Infinite lead   Infinite games   Infinite trials   Infinite flames   Infinite pills   Infinite thrills   Infinite mass   Infinite chills   Infinite toil   Infinite blame   Infinite trash   Infinite shame