Sometimes I forget, then I remember   Sometimes I hold on, then I let go   Sometimes I fight, then I surrender   Losing you's been harder than you'll ever know      I'm just caught here halfway there   I'm hangin' in mid-air      Somewhere in between in the middle   Of the darkness and the light   All I can see is the hazy gray   Between the black and white      I'm not laughin', I'm not cryin'   I'm not livin', I'm not dyin', I'm not flyin'   And I'm not down on my knees   Until I'm over you I'm gonna be stuck   Somewhere in between      The funny thing about your memory   Is how it takes me by surprise   How suddenly it sneaks up on me   Comes around and cuts me down to size      There's a crossroad up ahead   I'm just not there yet I'm      Somewhere in between in the middle   Of the darkness and the light   All I can see is the hazy gray   Between the black and white      I'm not laughin', I'm not cryin'   I'm not livin', I'm not dyin', I'm not flyin'   And I'm not down on my knees   Until I'm over you I'm gonna be stuck   Somewhere in between      I'm just not there yet I'm      Somewhere in between in the middle   Of the darkness and the light   All I can see is the hazy gray   Between the black and white      I'm not laughin', I'm not cryin'   I'm not livin', I'm not dyin', I'm not flyin'   And I'm not down on my knees   Until I'm over you I'm gonna be stuck   Somewhere in between   Somewhere in between