You came to me like my alarm   I carved your first and last name in my arm   Now I only wear black so maybe then you will see   I'm just a shadow of what I'm not supposed to be   You fuel my fire with your laughs and your frowns   You call me a freak and join the circus you clown   I heard a man say that I do it for attention   I never thought of that but now that you mention...   No I never drank blood before but I look like I might   with my face painted white   For just this once I wish you'd all just hear what I have to say   For just this once I wish you'd all just turn and fade away   But now-a-day's are different from way back when   so hard to be yourself when your 4+10   For the very first time I feel kind of special   My mom says be normal yet she just got a facial   My parents go away on their trip to Club Med   Then I'll join your tour and be a real dead head   I heard a girl say that I do it for attention   I never thought of that but now that you mention...   I spent my last ten bucks today on black hair dye   You know dye rhymes with die   For just this once I wish you'd all just hear what I have to say   For just this once I wish you'd all just turn and fade away   Hear what I have to say   It doesn't matter any way   It matters anyway   It dosent matter anyway yayayay    it maters anyway   well phyco killer   well ques que c'est