i wanna be a saint   but i end up a pain   i wanna be your love   but i can't get my mind off this drug      *chorus*-----------------------------------------------------------   somebody please won't somebody help me out   cause i can't decide just what it is i think i wanna feel right now   these walls are closing in   i'm sick as a dog with doubt but i want more   *chorus*-----------------------------------------------------------      i wanna be inside   she shows me how to feel alive   i wanna be a good friend   but i end up alone once again      *chorus*      lock myself up in this room   with a pocketful to dull the pain   try to find some inner peace   but the silence is driving me insane         -------------   comfortable   in ropes and chains   cuts off the flow of thoughts   that i don't want to feel today      concious now   but not the same   fall again and i don't know   what i want to feel today    ------------- (2x)      i'm fed up with today   i want to feel today      i wanna be a saint   but i end up a pain   i wanna be your love   but i can't get my mind off this drug      *chorus*