i've been kind of tired   maybe i've been not myself   i feel like i should be putting in    so much more than i put in    the wife the kids are starting to get in the way    of the important things like cars like ............   jus keep smiling   and i'll try harder      is this a joke   i'm not laughing   i'm not trying to be difficult, cause a scene   i dress real good i talk real good    i act exactly like I should    just like you taught me    like i'm part of something bigger    more fullfilling    more worthwild than anything    left in my life       and i'll try harder