she's so strong, but not quite   if you look beyond that wrinkled brow   to those trembling eyes   she's shaking and nothing will steady her out   you've forgotten she screams   but has she ever really remembered anything   anything outside the pain   the broken doll she holds onto   i can't pry it from her hands   we use to talk of you and me    and trips we'd take to distant lands holding hands   buts its ok   i have this hum of this heater and its glow   to keep me company   just as my sadness keeps me company   so what did you think when you saw me   there with echoes of goodbye   a shadow of someone you once knew