Maybe I was running too fast   to see what I was running from   What if I lost a piece of me   that never got to grow   Maybe there are things that I should have learned   if I had chose another direction   Maybe there are different ways to look at it   but my fears has blinded me      I am desperate, to know the truth   and I'm suffering, from not being able to see you   My mouth's dry from calling out your name   And my heart is broken because I couldnt find you      It hurts so much      Maybe I'm too afraid to understand   and if I can't, I'll forever lose   Maybe I got lost on the road   too scared to look back, to let go   What if I've been running with open wounds   that should have been healed   Maybe I should hang on to my own beliefs   instead of carrying this stone      I am desperate, to know the truth   and I'm suffering, from not being able to see you   My mouth's dry from calling out your name   And my heart is broken because I couldnt find you      It scares me a lot      I'll understand if you say it's not for me   I'll be fine, if you dont want me   but if you're here, don't leave me      I am desperate, to know the truth   and I'm suffering, from not being able to see you   My mouth's dry from calling out your name   And my heart is broken because I couldnt find you   I am desperate, to know the truth   and I'm suffering, from not being able to see you   My mouth's dry from calling out your name   And my heart is broken because I couldnt find you