this one i can beat   this one i'll survive   if i could rest   with meaning replete   while hope is alive and thought suppressed   and when i look out   the universe slings   a shooting star   don't want to see doubt   i want to see things   for what they are   but if i can awake   from a dream i mistake for reality then would you let me in?   and sanity blurs   give credit to chance if it is due   the thought of it stirs me out of a trance   i'm coming to   afraid to be right   afraid to be wrong   too high the stakes   while up on the fence   can i see the beyond my own mistakes?   my energy is gone   and sleep is coming on   be quiet let me be   alone here with my dreams   visions of happy things   although it's pointless when   i won't remember them