I look at you and you look right back at me.   Now I can see that's the way I used to be.   I had so much of all this animosity.   I never took the time to see the real me.   If only I could see there was a better place for me,   if only I could see my selfishness was blinding me in this mess.   I wish I could redo those stupid things I did.   Then I could take back those messed up things I said.   I try to turn my head forget about the past.   Now I'm returning the things that never last.