Here I am a soldier, slowly sinkin' in the   Quicksand of the past   Got no recipe. Muffins won't rise   And the margarine's goin' fast   My walls are blue   Colors won't with the red door still in sight   I think of you   The sky caves in and my eyes are stabbed with light   Hurt me   Hate me   Help me   Who's gonna save me?   Walk a thousand paths and Babylon itches   With the shifting of the social scale   Like a castaway   Rabbit yells back and the register rings "no sale."   Don't nail the lid   I'm still breathin' and my heartbeat's goin' fast   Not givin' in   Maybe I'll get lucky and I'll find   Inner peace at last   What's my destiny   Whoa no that can't be   Just look and you'll see   Want self sufficiency   Whoa no that can't be   What's my destiny   Slavin' to the grind, workin' overtime   Whoa no it can't be