following footsteps of my thoughts   they start our scattered    but each one leads straight back to you    reach in pull half my heart out   it cant hurt cause you already broke it in two      it sucks when seeing you   or hearing your voice    only makes me miss you more         poured my heart into this pen   and pour back out in this letter I'm writing to you   it tells you of my favorite things   and all of the memories i have of you      infatuation with someone can    create a reason that their the one you're meant for    no matter how stupid the reason    it always finds a way to take control       misdirected once again   and i landed on my face    a sweet shot of you followed by a bitter chase      Those nights we said our last goodbye   the same nights you made me cry   cant you see that you are my only everything   those dreams that i used to call ours   and thought about for hours   what would I say if i could say anything   i guess i'd have to say goodbye      please erase the memory   and numb the pain i feel   your cutting through me    as if your words were a blade of steel