when we wake in the morning we will see the glorious   sun. standing in the rays of life, our day has just   begun, the essence of time is ours, precious as every   minute goes by. i was a fool to have wasted, the   stupidity i called fun. who is to love when the hearts   have grown cold. a life can no longer exist. wheres   the love? if only heaven would shine on is a heart   would be warm. in the night im clinging to my covers   in bed. i awake once again with another nightmare.   close the door around you. lock yourself from the   outside world. an empty heart cant feel love, just   loneliness. i wish i would die, theres no peace within   me. hurt and anger in my soul. emotionless as feelings   are destroyed. only hoping my end will come. how long   can i go on? experiencing depression. how long can i   go on? there is no other way, to bring peace in my   heart, it must all end someday. memories of an   haunting dream, so close to losing my reality. tears   are running down my face. i look towards the sky,   screaming at God in heaven. oh please hear my cries of   torment. i close my eyes, feelings distraught, my   heart denies. for the one i loved now walks among   angels. we shall meet again when the death closes my   eyes. reunited together as one, happiness of mother   and son.