It's so strange he doesn't show me more affection than he needs   Almost formal, too respectful, never takes romantic leads   There are times when I imagine I'm not always on his mind   He's not thinking what I'm thinking, always half a step behind   Always half a step behind      I'm in every kind of trouble, can't you tell, just look at me   Half ecstatic, half dejected, all in all I'm all at sea   Easy terms I thought I wanted, fill me now with chilling dread   You can never know the chaos, of a life turned on it's head   Of a life turned on it's head      I am certain that I love him but a love can be misplaced   Have I compromised my people in my passion and my haste?   I could be his life companion, anywhere but where we are   Am I a leader? Am I a traitor? Did I take a step to far?   Did I take a step to far?      Did I take a step to far?      I am certain that I love him but a love can be misplaced   Did I take a step to far?   So strange he doesn't show me more affection than he needs   Did I take a step to far?      I am certain that I love him but a love can be misplaced   Did I take a step to far?