I feel tired now   I wouldn't hold your breath 'til our next meeting   The way you depressed my chest   Whenever you crawled in from your secret evenings      There's always a paradox involved   Watch what you say to me   I'm not hungry for you to feed me a lie   There's always a way to mess things up   If you compose them without any real meaning      when the dusty summer air is right   I'll find the courage and realize   To erase you from my mind      You can't see the other side   But when it comes around   You'll see, it's nice      You'll erase her in due time      I should have woke up then   Instead of replaying scenes time and time again   But how can you once be, then never again   Without even fucking blinking?      I should have called the state   They'd take you away for much, much clearer reasons   Than those that were given to me   So you could take a cop handcuffed to the railing      At night when these troubled thoughts begin   You'll have to count then out of your mind   To erase her in due time   And because the wound there is so fresh   You'll pour and pour the iodine   Or else completely lose your mind      And all things end   I feel tired now