Wasted so much time.    Playing your mind games.    Building me up to smash me down.    Now something inside has changed.    Claiming back what's mine.    Is something I need to do.    My scars will heal in time.    Now I'm immune to you.       Need some time - time to change - time to heal - time to forget the pain.    How could I be so wrong - I was scarred for way to long.    Now I'm immune to pain - and I wont be hurt again.    I've had some time to heal - and can't believe how strong I feel.    Discarded love and pain - so I wont be hurt again.       Somewhere deep in my mind.    A faint memory or glimpse of you.    That passes through sometimes.    With all the shit you put me through.    But now I find - I'm not effected by love nor pain.    Something inside has died.    And I'm changed I'm not the same.       WHAT - THE - FUCK - were you trying to do.    By hurting me did things get better for you?