The worst is over   The world is moving on      Every time I try   She leaves me in the dust   Why do I suffer?   Every time I try   Every time I try      This is where you left me   This is where I’ll stay   This is what you wanted   This is what I became   The freak that you wanted   Is down on his knees   This time I feel that I’ve   Become the enemy      The game is over   And what's done is done   Rather leave this web of lies   And every time   If I was sober maybe I could cry   But every time I fail   Is every time I try      This is where you left me   This is where I’ll stay   This is what you wanted   So this is what I became   The freak that you wanted   Is down on his knees   This time I feel that I’ve   Become the enemy      Alone in my car   One hand down my pants   And now I close my eyes   To feel you again   For this moment in time   You’re back in my life   My enemy      This is where you left me   This is where I’ll stay   This is what you wanted   So this is what I became   The freak that you wanted   Is down on his knees   This time I feel that I’ve   Become the enemy      Every time I try   (Every time I try)      My enemy      (Is this all)   Every time I try   (Is this all)   Every time I try      Is this all   That you left for me to live on?   So all I leave you is this song