I’m restless every night,    my heart’s on fire    My life’s on the line and I know why…    While I’m just a number in a file    I’ll not rest in peace till let me die       Everywhere I look a spy –    Watch out or you’ll soon be surprised…    I dread that I’m alive…    Waiting 'til the force arrives –    It’s coming in disguise    When it indignifies…       I wanna go where things don’t torment my mind    I jump up when I hear a noise at night    Yes, my – even my friends    may take a side    Silence kills – n’ makes me    think of suicide…       Like clouds above the waves    The wind above the lake    Like liberated prey    I’ll disappear and fly away       Fly away – like clouds    above the waves.