Verse1:   what should I do with this fate   I can't throw it away   what could I do with this mind   I haven't choosen unkind   what do I have to show   only the feelings of being low   what will I do   keep away my thoughts of you      Chorus:   I'm sick of the feelings around me   deep, dark emotions surround me   what is left of me is all I can be   and the fake emotions I show is what you see      Verse2:   sometimes the sun shines on my face   but I am in the darkest place   sometimes I have no sake   grips the pain in me when I'm awake   sometimes I judge myself   based upon others' wealth   sometimes my regrets and you   are for the things I choose not to do