and you're lazy   so there's nothing that can stop you now   from sleeping   and your breathing in a silence that will drug you now   so completely   that you're drowning in a liquid that is glowing with strange substance   and your mind will show you pictures of your body.   without feeling.   and you're rising to the surface of awareness   that's unconscious   and you're dreaming   of real violence   with no consequence,   with no meaning.   you're not free now   but unfolding   and you're beautiful in the light   you're not free now   you're not innocent   you're transparent   and you're right.