Don't even understand what I'm doing here   Wish I was back in my dreams where it all seemed clear   You and me are different and I know you're scared   I'm flat out broke, confused, and unprepared      No one seems to get you anywhere you go   You're misunderstood just like Vincent Van Gough   You're an artist and you're good at what you do   But you don't leave any room for anyone but you      And I'll see you tonight   In the back of my head, in the back of my mind   Try to hold you tight   But you tell me I should quit while I'm still behind   I guess I'm still behind      That time we walked together in the pouring sun   Holding hands, showing you off to everyone   I was proud to be the only person by your side   With the hopes of maybe someday making you my bride      And then there was that time, it was rain not shine   You were cold with no sweater, but you wouldn't take mine   Then you jumped in the car and you drove on home   And I walked a lonely mile singing all alone      And I'll see you tonight   In the back of my head, in the back of my mind   Try to hold you tight   But you tell me I should quit while I'm still behind   I guess I'm still behind      So I feel like someone hit me with a hammer in the head   As I lay and make myself a nice, cold bed   And I wonder where you're going, if you'll make it alright   And I wonder if you'll kiss me in my dreams good night   Yeah I wonder if you'll kiss me in my dreams good night      And I'll see you tonight   In the back of my head, in the back of my mind   Try to hold you tight   But you tell me I should quit while I'm still behind   I guess I'm still behind