Sometimes, I feel the weight of the world and I try   To hold it up and be strong through the night   And I will say, everything is ok but I still know   Eventually I'll break and let go      So I'll pretend my thoughts are normal   But I feel so down, but I'll just keeping moving forward   In this grand scheme that they've set before me   I have no control, no control   These expectations are wearing me out   And you wonder why I hate this complaining   Why can't you just please listen to my words?      Somedays I, I feel like giving up on everything   Temptation's got the best of me again   I don't know when, I don't know but somehow   I'll figure this out, I'll figure this out      So I'll pretend my thoughts are normal   But I feel so down, but I'll just keeping moving forward   In this grand scheme that they've set before me   I have no control, no control   These expectations are wearing me out   And you wonder why I hate this complaining   Why can't you just please listen to my words?      So I'll keep pretending   These thoughts and these feelings are normal   But will pass in time   And I'll keep on moving forward in this grand scheme   But I'll never really figure it out      So I'll pretend my thoughts are normal   But I feel so down, but I'll just keeping moving forward   In this grand scheme that they've set before me   I have no control, no control   These expectations are wearing me out   And you wonder why I hate this complaining   Why can't you just please listen to my words?