I can't hold on, knowing that this life has taken a wrong turn.   This burn inside, this burn is taking over.   I ask myself is this feeling natural.   Are these feelings inside, taking over now.   Just remember, I was your first.   I was your first, you were my love.   You expect me to lie.   What we had was full of worth.   You expect me to lie.   But what did it mean.   And I can't hold on.   I hope you cry at night.   Now I see that you're not well.   Your skin shows the story of your unveiling life.   To forgive is to forget, but neither will I do.   This pain can never be erased, only buried.   So take your disease, rot away.   Because what once was a soul…   You're just another number.   I can't hold on knowing that this life's taken a wrong turn.   This burn inside, this burn is taking over.   I ask myself is this feeling natural.