to stand alone again we are   forced inside to be shut out   forced inside for where youve been   to figure what your all about      never wondered never cared   always want to scream out loud   and what im doing with my life   i cannot feel      to stand without i cannot find   a better way   to search within and now i know   i cannot stay      im going blind i cannot see   cannot feel what you want me to be   im wondering besides myself   alone i lay      as darkness slowly closes in   im farther down than ive ever been   slowly then you turn to me   for what i know and what ive seen      never wondered never cared   always want to scream out loud   and what im doing with my life   i cannot feel      to stand without i cannot find   a better way   to search within and now i know   i cannot stay      im going blind i cannot see   cannot feel what you want me to be   im wondering besides myself   alone i lay      please tell me please help me   explain to me everything you want to be   to be, to be