walking through a room full   easing into positioning   on the walls around the windows   and on the t.v.      learning so much   so much to forget   about a month from now   peeling the veneer      sleeping on the floor   buddhist for a day   simplify simplify   it gets busy      she was beautiful   we're talking about ourselves again   a break in the monologue   to fit in the eulogy      leaning too hard   snapping the crutch   that gives you so much   yet never enough