I swallow it down inside   Shut out so no one can see   Anger will blow my mind   Hate will consume me   I am so tired of life   I don't even want to breathe   So I may take a knife   Shut the door and leave      Once I'm gone I won't come back   It's your last chance to say goodbye   All the feelings that I lack   Mean nothing to me if I die   Once I'm gone you'll feel the pain   It's your last chance to say your sorry   All the feelings that drive me insane   Can't you see what you did to me      Break out from inside this shell   Walk upon my open wound   Torment is life and life is hell   I hope you'll learn that lesson soon   I can't be hear to watch you rise   As I begin my descent   I can see it in your eyes   A look of pure resent      Once I'm gone I won't come back   It's your last chance to say goodbye   All the feelings that I lack   Mean nothing to me if I die   Once I'm gone you'll feel the pain   It's your last chance to say your sorry   All the feelings that drive me insane   Can't you see what you did to me      Hold on to what's left of me   Before I lose it all in vain   There is nothing left to see   There is nothing left to gain   If I hold on any longer   I'm afraid I'll just get worse   So fuck being stronger   There's only one way to lift this curse      Once I'm gone I won't come back   It's your last chance to say goodbye   All the feelings that I lack   Mean nothing to me if I die   Once I'm gone you'll feel the pain   It's your last chance to say your sorry   All the feelings that drive me insane   Can't you see what you did to me