These photographs that hang on my wall meant everything    Looking back they all seem like a fading dream   But waking now I know that it's just a fallacy   I rub my eyes and face reality      How could I just sit and ignore all the signs   Was it easier to say it was fine?   Now the words are out in the open air   I try to make it right but you don't care   Content to be blind, not to see   Happy to follow, not to lead   But now that I've regained my sight   I won't be losing sleep tonight      Put up a wall I can't tear down   There's no reason, you don't have to shut me out   Suddenly it seems that you're too good for me   Remember when we were like family?   Now you've ruined everything      With everything passing day the space between us only grew   Whatever happened to the person I once knew?   And there were time I called you almost every single day   I know you'd see my name and put your phone away      Funny how expendable some things can be   Like our friendship and your negativity   You look down your nose at me with such disdain   You're so much better, "friend," how is the cocaine?   You're the last that I thought could do this   If you needed blood I would have slit my wrist   Now you'd cut me open just for spite   So I won't be losing sleep tonight      It seems that I have been betrayed again   By enemies disguised as friends   Feels like a gut shot that stripped away my breath   And now there's nothing left   And now there's nothing left