Cold and silent, soiled face I will wash it all away   With my love   That's all she's ever needed, from me   It's my time, to mother   One of my own in my life   I am so alone, left with no one   In my life, I'm so alone      Life submissiveness   Hypnotizing the ignorant a little boy's best friend's always his mother   At least that's what she said   Life of a simple man   Taught that everyone else is dirty   And their love is meaningless   I'm just a soiled dirty boy   I'm just a soiled dirty boy      Sheltered life innocence   Insulated memories, spark reflections of my head   Duality in my consciousness   Caught in the war of hemispheres   Between the love lost in my head   Mommy do you still live inside of me   I'm so lost in my life without any guiding   Protected me my whole life from everything   Nailed shut the doors to the shrine   To screen your dead eyes from me and my sickness   Mutilate and sew my new clothes for masquerading   Aprons of flesh corpse scalped hair with skin upon my face   Deliver the remains from her womb of earth   Prep the rack and tie up for new love's rebirth   Covert understanding of novice surgery   I'll focus concentration and only take just what I need   For sickness I'm masticating   Dancing and masturbating   Celebrate in fields of night with skin upon my face   If I soak my hands in others blood am I sick   If I wash my hands in others blood am I sick   If I drench myself in others blood am I sick   If I bathe myself in others blood   Blame mother for the sickness   Mutilate and sew my new clothes for masquerading   Aprons of flesh corpse scalped hair with skin upon my face   Dance and masturbate in night light by myself   Nothing is left for me to gain they're coming to take me far away      Life of a simple man taught that everyone else is dirty and love is   Meaningless   I'm so soiled   Soiled