This is not how i need to remember you   My dreams lie outloud but they pull me through   As I- wonder how i'm breathing   (when) My eyes have failed to find you with me   Well here i lay motionless standing still,   holding on to what i thought that was,   but you will leave me and lie until my   last breaths   hating how you've left me   Even if i could scream it'd only be half a sigh- of what i think of you   As I- fail to find you with me   Here i wait for your descent to the ground   Opportunity for hate, to write you out- of my heart and my last dreams,   To bury you pathetic and oridnary   Just like how you left me now   Hate how you left me now