Chemicals keep me under control   Chemicals keep me under control   Chemicals keep me under control   Chemicals keep me under control      Sleeping at the wheel   I can't feel my face   Maybe it's better this way   My stomach's twisted, all tied up in knots   And I'm feeling like I don't want this   Killing time as the clock goes   Tick tock, tick tock   They'll never keep you away from me   I know where you'll be tomorrow   What difference does it make to you?   I don't care ain't got the time   Winning the race for another line   It's written in my mind   Just to get it all away from me   Away from me   'Cause I think I'm falling      'Cause I think I'm falling   Falling out of touch with life   And I'm thinking it's all just a big mistake   I think I'm falling    Falling, out of touch with life   So what have I been telling myself?      Must be the rage deep down inside of me   Eating me away   Eating me away   Feelings are so vague, so wrong   So what have I been telling myself?      So I've been chosen    To be the victim of    Your misery   That's right I'm frozen    Chemicals keep me under control   So cold from all the ice and amphetamines   That I just might make you think       That Jesus was your middle name   As though it seems to be an act of God   But for now go ahead and believe what   You want to believe   'Cause I think I'm falling      'Cause I think I'm falling   Falling out of touch with life   And I'm thinking it's all just a big mistake   I think I'm falling    Falling out of touch with life   So what have I been telling myself      Must be the rage deep down inside of me   Eating me away   Eating me away   Feelings are so vague   So wrong   So what have I been telling myself?   Must be the rage deep down inside of me   Eating away   Eating me away   Feelings are so vague   So what have I been telling myself?      Myself [repeat x8]   You know what kills me?   Chemicals keep me under control [repeat x15]      Why is everybody hooked on   When you feel so desperate you got your grip on me   I take away all the trust and all the sympathy      Why is everybody hooked on everybody else      I'll guess I'll never understand it   Come and fill your head with lies   No I can't explain    Why everyone seems so vague      Must be the rage deep down inside of me   Eating me away   Eating me away   Feelings are so vague   So what have I been telling myself?      Feelings are so vague   So what have I been telling myself?      Must be the rage deep down inside of me   Eating away   Eating me away   Feelings are so vague   So what have I been telling myself?   Deep Inside it's eating me away   Feelings are so vague   Feelings are so vague