A child of a broken mind   The fear that I hide behind   I hate rejection   It's the worst, it gravely hurts me   Living inside my head   I feel like the living dead   I need your affection   It's the best, it greatly helps me      With my back against the wall   Trying so hard not to fall   I'm so tired of sleeping around   Hopeless, in despair   Don't know if I'm here or there   Feelin' like I'm up and I'm down      But I'm still alive   (I don't have any plans to go anywhere)   You know I'm alive   (I know I'm crazy but I still like it here)   But I'm still alive   (I don't have any plans to go anywhere)   I don't want to die      A head full of tragic schemes   What keeps me alive is dreams   I dream that someday   I'll find the key that sets my mind free   You may think I've lost control   The man with the broken soul   I'm not here to try and make excuses   Just believe me      With my back against the wall   Trying so hard not to fall   I'm so tired of sleeping around   Hopeless, in despair   Don't know if I'm here or there   Feeling like I'm up and I'm down      But I'm still alive   (I don't have any plans to go anywhere)   You know I'm alive   (I know I'm crazy but I still like it here)   But I'm still alive   (I don't have any plans to go anywhere)   I don't want to die yeah      But I'm still alive   (I don't have any plans to go anywhere)   You know I'm alive   (I know I'm crazy but I still like it here)   But I'm still alive   (I don't have any plans to go anywhere)   You know I'm alive   (I know I'm crazy but I still like it here)      But I'm still alive   (I don't have any plans to go anywhere)   You know I'm alive   (I know I'm crazy but I still like it here)   But I'm still alive   (I don't have any plans to go anywhere)   You know I'm alive   (I know I'm crazy but I still like it here)      I don't want to die   You know I'm alive   You know I'm alive