Recite, I feel everything   Relight my own joy in this, my own faggot fantasy   T.v. series lightbulb coffin, reborn, skinless nightmare   No words, only questions, like me, only everyone wants   Feel this feeling nothing      Nothing...do I care   Brings me...lie to me   Fucking...happiness   Can i...hate myself      Push me through all closed doors, and I can't find my way   I want to feel human, and I am what gives it away   Nothing can be done ugly, I am nothing but send me to my crucifix   Raping, falling inside out, playing what I used to be   Would he, collect his own mind?    My own is not pure and whole, piece this, less is what I am   Love is a wonderful thing to hate      (repeat chorus)