So this is how it ends, toxic and deliberate   She's blood red at the neck boiling off fingerprints   This hospital love is making death seem elegant   "Just don't breathe and we'll stop time"   She said....      "I got this delicate lisp that speaks in tongues   and upper lips"   Your silhouettes my favorite..   I'm not letting go of it...      She's got a leash that grips my teeth    That cleans the air I breathe and   It's wrapped around this city...      You look so lovely running through my fingers   (where everything always felt right)      So she glides off the bed with unflinching   relevance   And completely motionless..   You're so heavy, You're so warm   Just a pillow I've used a thousand times before   wrapped in velvet and filled with thorns      I've got this weakening grip around her arms   around her hips   Your silhouettes my favorite   I'm not letting go of it..      She's got a leash that grips my teeth    That cleans the air I breathe and   It's wrapped around this city...      You look so lovely running through my fingers   (where everything always felt right)      And I will chase it   Grab it    Stake it   And run until she fakes it      We all bloom faster in an oncoming disaster   And I will let this hurt...      You look so lovely...