It's winter and I'm late I lost this game   Of white Russian roulette but I'm fine I'm quite ok,   And she knows I'm royal loyal to lovers   I'll die here with you when my veins lose their hue      Cause I never fixed my broken jaw   That's why my words don't ever come out at all,   So when you come out fix another for me   One hand's itching the other's missing   I wish I was missing...      Birthmarked my arms in vain out my mouth and down the drain   Shooting bullets through my blood, the bullets barely missed my brain   And fly for five days around my bedroom in a haze   And then I'll crash straight in the ground   I wish I was never ever here...   (I wish I was never ever here)   (I wish I was never ever here)      And I don't know what's buried here   (I think) I'm buried here, I'm buried here   and barely here...      Raccoon eyed and skin whiter than heavens best fighter   I'm thinking she needs me, well do you girl? I guess we'll see   And I know she's perfect, a hostage in purple   We'll tie up our arms with my cancer and your charm      Cause I'll never kiss a broken jaw   Fist fight the light that bounces off my walls   So when you come out fix another for me   One leg's limping, the other's missing   I wish I was missing...      Birthmarked my arms in vain out my mouth and down the drain   Shooting bullets through my blood, the bullets barely missed my brain   And fly for five days around my bedroom in a haze   And then I'll crash straight in the ground   I wish I was never ever here...      Dodging broken down satellites   Mending my beaten up jaw line   Last night I stayed on call all night   And I watched her die three times tonight      Dodging broken down satellites   Mending my beaten up jaw line   Last night I stayed on call all night   And I watched her die three times tonight      Dodging broken down satellites   Mending my beaten up jaw line   Last night I stayed on call all night   And I saw her die three times tonight