Every night I, I lay inside my bed and dream   I wonder if I ever meant anything   And to your love, I know that you hurt me so bad and I   But I will try      Chorus:      But still I try, I try   But I, I wont succeed   Cause everyday away from you, is one away from me   And I'd give my life, if I had to say goodbye   But still I try      I'm watching, I'm waiting   I'm wondering what's your move   What is and I'll be, what you wanted me to   And if I closed my eyes would I   See you smiling back at me   But I will try      Chorus:      And if I dream again, maybe I'll pretend   That you listen, I'm missin'   All this time with or without you   And if you walked away, my skies turning gray   And I know you, I show you   I tried it all, and now it is for real   And now it is for real