I've got a lot that's on my mind today   But every man got a story to tell   My brother watched his life go down the drain   His addiction took control of him   Everytime I see my brother look at me   I turn my head, to me he's dead      So much pressure, so much pain   Everything to lose and nothing to gain   But I'm going on again   It's everything that he ever dreamed   Says things he doesn't mean   But I'm going on again      Please, my mother, don't cry today   I know it's hard 'cause he's your first-born son   And don't blame yourself for the decisions made   I think it's time we just let him go      So much pressure, so much pain   Everything to lose and nothing to gain   But I'm going on again   It's everything that he ever dreamed   He says things he doesn't mean   But I'm going on again      All the times you lied   Tell me that you'll change   But you never did   You just walked away   It all stays the same   Everytime you cried   And you felt afraid   Look at what you did   Now just walk away   You'll never change      So much pressure, so much pain   Everything to lose and nothing to gain   But I'm going on again   So much pressure, so much pain   Everything to lose and nothing to gain   But I'm going on again      It's everything that he ever dreamed   He says things he doesn't mean   But I'm going on again