[Music by Wagner/Schroeder, lyrics by Wagner]      I've been stumblin' through my years   All I had was sweat and tears   When I thought I had it made   I was always much too late      And throughout my whole life I've done everything wrong      [Chorus:]   No way out - suicide   No way out - suicide      I am loosing all I get   For myself there's just regret   And my brain, it feels so ill   Am I waiting for the kill?      What the hell's there on earth that cold keep me alive?      [Chorus]      There's a shadow on my back   I've been taking the wrong track   Now I've gone a bit too far   I've begun a private war      All I hate is myself but I've shot someone else      [Chorus]