If You Ever      by Lauri Ylonen   I close my eyes   Lay down and sleep away   There's no return   It's my mistake   There's no use in crying   It's time to learn      If you ever need someone    Sorry 'bout the things I've done   My life goes in reverse   If you ever change your mind   When the rainy days are gone   And the balance returns      All alone   This time I walk away   It feels so cold but I know It's something I deserve   I deserve to be mislead      Breaking up the family   I know it's my fault   It feels so cold but I know It's something I deserve   I deserve to be dead      Sorry 'bout the things I've done   Changes will come in the fall   Waiting for the storm   My face against the wall   Hoping that you could forgive me   You could forgive me   Forgive me