I never wanted anything but this   I worked hard, tried hard   I ran around in domestic bliss   I fought hard, died hard      Every time you're running out of here   Every time you're running I get the fear      I never wanted any broken bones   Scarred face, no home   Your words surround me and I asphyxiate   And I burn all hate      Every time you're running out on me   Every time you're running I can see      I'm not a vegetable   I will not control myself   I spit on the hand that feeds me   I will not control myself      The waters break, the waters run all over me   The waters break, the waters run   And this time you're gonna pay      I'm not a vegetable   I will not control myself   I spit on the hand that feeds me   I will not control myself