On the board and into the light   a creature presses me to go   for the same thing and the old grief   catching my tears with laughter   and on the mat rots a young body   where fate directs its puppets   for the same thing and the old grief   I know at last: nothing's for free   On the board and into nothingness   everybody knows what's at the end   the same thing and the old grief   driving me slowly into insanity   and on the mat rages the same war   still scorching my heart   the same thing and the old grief   I know at last   I want to fuck!   [never again] - the old grief   [never again]   [never again] - the old grief   On the board and into the light   a creature presses me to go   for the same thing and the old grief   cathing my tears with laughter   and on the mat rots a young body   where fate directs its puppets   for the same thing and the old grief   I know at last   [never again] - the old grief