[Beat]   Yea welcome to my life (raydiation)    city of carson thats where i grew up (yea)    thats where i knew of (the view) thats all i knew of (yea)    in kindegarten until i got out of skoo i started to hang with the fools i went from here to bad news.   then ma sister started to blow up i saw the money just go up but i hardly saw her and my mother i used to   hang round the corner i felt like i was a loner but i got love for my homies    i started changin flirtin with gang bangin had the hook up on ol' skoo so everyday i was out hangin and   then i heard gun shots they aimin at my head and thats when the fun stopped 'cause next i might be dead i   called my mama on the phone said this is your son i need some help im in a whole lot of trouble and cant   get through by myself they shot out a plane and flew me out no doubt i said goodbye to my friends then   disappeared in the clouds they told me ray j you gotta turn yourself around now or throw it all away and   lay six feet in the ground    im totally focused i gotta move forward i hear my callin this time i just wont ignore it into the future   throw all the past and then you came and you can grow....