I wake to a wasteland   I try to understand   hates me everyone   Satan's got a gun   left with everything   I'm skinned by my own thoughts   raped by every god   feeling so lonely      I feel so alone   I'm haunted every time   I fucking close my eyes   eat at my rotten corpse   I feel the evil force   crumble and decay   I break down in dismay   worst of this monstrosity      this nightmare's draining me inside   is that this is fucking reality   Wake me up or I'll lose my mind   this nightmare makes me wanna die      terrified to close my eyes   When will I awake?   When will I awake?   When will I awake?      I wake in boiling sweat   dream will I forget   actions I do regret   erase then smear with shit   I flee from nothing there   possessed by if I care   attempt to run away   manage to burn and pray   I fall in endless pit   and loving every bit   further that I go   smashed down on ten foot spikes   escape this hell I know   shoved deeper with her might   I bleed cold in despair   Wake me up or I'll lose my mind      yet she doesn't fucking care   this nightmare's draining me inside   terrified to close my eyes   this nightmare makes me wanna die      When will I awake?   When will I awake?   When will I awake?   When will I awake?   When will I awake?   When will I awake?   When will I awake?   When will I awake?   When will I awake?   When will I awake?   When will I awake?   When will I awake