I've heard stories through silence and we laugh at the end    and declare that today was the best day we've lived    but the end of the night draws a calm to the dark    where I dream you exist in the places you aren't       I'm cold inside    and these pictures can't even explain what's missing in my life.    The coldest of calendars I couldn't have it any better    Half the time I am alive just to see your smile       I'm cold inside   I'm cold inside      someday you will understand       There's a letter here waiting to go in the mail    In my head its all there but I'm not quite prepared to fade away    Don't fade away    Somehow I'll try to do this right       I'm cold inside    and these pictures can't even explain what's missing in my life.    The coldest of calendars I couldn't have it any better    Half the time I am alive just to see your smile      Sometimes I feel cold inside and It feels like I am sleeping outside.    Indoors there's a light I can see in your eyes       I've seen nights without sleep    Days without daylight    These memories I keep wont keep me warm at night    The coldest part is the heart that we share its breaking apart and you're not even here   I say things will get better    So freezing I'll blanket my discontent till I sleep again      I'm cold inside      I'm saving a story that won't begin til you're there